Seriously, i dont get it.
i say youre my bestie, but i now think ive made a mistake.
you were never meant to be trusted.
waht you did to me in sec 2 , you say it wasnt yr fault.
i some how managed to forgive you and even made you my best fren.
and we despise that person tgt. sayin she's MY best fren and all.
the truth is , i seriously think she's yours.
im always the bad person , ryt?
im always the one who causes people to be sad and all tht fucking shit.
she gains sympathy . and you people dunno the full story and take sides.
in the end, im the fucking villain.
all of you just dun understand.
you people cant. thats why i dont bother explaining my situation to all of you.
you all shd noe, how ive sacrificed my good relations with my family for your happiness.
but im nt fuckin appreciated. go on, look at the flaws , the times whn im really stuck in the middle. no one gets it ryt? no one gets how im stuck in btw fulfillin my friends' wants and needs and causing major problems in my family. i even lie and sacrifice the good things, just for you people . i skipped hmt for you. i even go extremely late for tuition and all that just to spend time and accompany you. im not obligated to you. i dont owe you anyth, why am i doing these?i could just say no to you. but no, i do all these and, im the villain in the end. just go on and read her blog and conclude that its my damn fault.

aisyah, you dunnoe hw fucking bad i feel kaye. i NEVER ever PSed you on purpose. i dont get the fucking freedom you get. and, just cause at the last minute, aishah didnt going with you, you said you wanna go with me. and in the end, IM THE ONE WHO PSed you. THANKS ALOT. i told you to go ahead 1st, but you refused. and now, you fuckin hell complain. how many times have i done this to you that you say youre "used to it" huh? i already told you i'll be late . and no, you still wanted to go wif me. wtf do you want from me? you can jollywell go spend time wif hypocrites. im tired of all these. go on, tell them evereything. how you despise me and how im the bloody bitch who actually PS-es her friends. its all cause of my family. my sisters wedding is important to me. its my sister. hope you understand how important family is. im going through alot of shit now. i dont think you people actually have nights where yr parents fight, and the police are called. no. i experience all these shit and more ohkaye.
and on top of all these, you fucking people dont get it. WHY!?
and please stop telling me its ohkaye when youre actually feeling sour inside.
i dont like liars and hypocrites. you will never change. thats for certain.

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Chandini Devi; preferred to be called CHANDINI.
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