TRUST

: the 5 -lettered word which is going to haunt me for the rest of my worthless life.

my mistake, i admit.
but torture me for that?
in the end,
you've only instilled fear instead of hatred in me.
all i can remember of you is the
excruciating pain and mental anguish you caused me to go through .

im human too.
i have feelings and emotions just like you.
youre not the only one whos hurt.

after all ive been through,
all the torture and pain,
inside and out,
i still love you,
no matter what.

im just gonna wait and take things as they come.
im just gonna let things happen.
you wont know how ecstatic i am that we can remain as friends nonetheless.
im contented at what we've arrived at.
im just gonna miss you badly
for i will not be able to see you for the next two months.

IM GONNA MISS YOU , FRIEND :)
i still love you
burning me with the hot lighter,
slapping me,
pinching me,
biting me,
and in the end, kissing me? hais.