Thursday, December 13, 2007
PAE results are gonna be released in like 3 hrs?
the thing is, im sort of contemplating whether i should go for 1st 3 mths or whatever or not.
that is if i get a place.
if i don't , its kinda alright actually.
i can always go get a job.
(when's cafe cartel calling me back btw?)
it would obviously be easier then.
& im worried that i wouldn't wanna go to MI,
IF i get a place.
mainly due the paramount discouragement i constantly receive from practically everyone who knows ive applied for MI.
"its not like im gonna stay there , right?" okay, that used to be the initial defense .
after much contemplation, i have been subconciously brainwashed to have thoughts about going for PAE for real.
THERE is a solution if i get a place & decide not to go eventually.
Failing to report to the institution I'm posted to will be
deemed to have forfeited my place in the course.
its alright actually.
someone else might get the place.
so... if anyone's got any suggestions, please do not hestitate to notify me .
THANKS!
i really need assistance in making this decision.
