Thursday, March 13, 2008
all the initial doubts, the hurried decision and the rumours fall into place.
after yesterday, my doubts just get the better of me.
issit true?
sometimes, i shudder at the way my mind works.
the undesirable thoughts it spews , it's just too much for me to handle.
i'm not able to brush them aside.
instead, i lose sleep pondering over them.
why ?
its gonna be one mth tmr.
& in this 1 mth, we've met only twice.
both the experiences weren't good.
im just worried sick that i will be a victim .
i hope it's not what i think it is.
girlfriend or activity partner made official? ):
