Sunday, August 16, 2009
DREAMS.are really weird.
they unleash your innermost desires,
those subconscious thoughts...
...even the future.
In the last 24 hours, I've had 2 really bizarre dreams.
both consisting of people i know.
I can't reveal the names because some misunderstandings might be sparked
or.. I dont even wanna imagine anything.
But , the most odd thing about both the dreams was
one particular person was involved.
I admit, the fearful thoughts I had about her were
showing in her face.
Her eyes were black and deep.
filled with hatred and wrath.
but she's a nice person actually.
lets name her A.
So in the 2nd dream, A was walking in front of me.
then A turned around, gave me one of the two torchlights
she was holding, and told me something like
" hopefully she doesnt know this" or "i don't think she will know"
Either one. And it ended.
either way, the 'she' is someone mutual to me and her.
"She" and I are not in talking terms anymore.
so i don't know how this dream can be interpreted.
Let's rename 'she' as B
the 1st dream was much longer, Kumaran was involved, another one of my secondary school friend, lets name him Z.
A , a guy who is a friend of A and B (lets call him C), B and get this, my mother.
its quite long-winded and i have difficulty remembering the actual details.
EITHER way, it was weird.
i was with A and C (NOT HAPPENING) , then we saw B with someone(cantrmbwho).
i was like "damn, i can't walk that(her direction) way"
But C, sort of deliberately pushed me in B's direction and walked that way.
A and C stopped to talk to B, i just continued walking.
then B called me some unpleasant name ( i cant rmb)
and i thought to myself "what now?"
since we're practically strangers,
i really wondered what the problem was.
B started raising her voice, and scolding me,
i cant remember what she said, but i remember her pointing at her blogpost.
something about dating Z.
i was instantly confused,
for one, i never read that post, and i dont know who the hell B was talking about.
i wasn't even involved in it.
A was suddenly bootlicking B and supported her.
A's face was suddenly black , and i can vaguely recall saying
'I thought you were my friend'
out of nowhere, Kumaran came, and i was walking with him.
we entered Westmall(haha) and my mum was there ,
then she walked with us, at the same time , Kumaran was keeping his voice low
and telling me who Z was.
I was kinda shocked, the nightmare sort of ended.
Im afraid A's doing something behind my back.
Not saying its true, but just a thought.
Coz some of the weirdest or most random visions i have in my head
can sometimes become the future.
it's really quite scary.
i was initially contemplating about this post, but I don't see any harm or wrongdoing in this.
Afterall, they are just dreams, and im not fabricating anything, coz i've got a life .
haha. oh well.
11 more days to exams. (:
