you should knoe who you are. simply said, useless.
you knoe, i gave you your space , to make things btr between you and him.things had been tough since that's what you told me the last time we spoke. you just came back from thailand and wldnt have spoken to him fr abt 4 days, wouldnt you have missed him terribly? and i didnt make a fucking big fuss when you didnt call/ msg/communicate with me in over a week you know? i just left you alone to be happy and was busying myself with my school stuff.
i'll always be here ok. he might not.
& youre having your fucking long holidays, im not . my exams are approaching in two weeks, and i have alot of catching up to do. if you can bloody hell help me with this bloody course, by all means, i will give up all my damn time to talk to you ok. you knoe i've never been like this. and you should try to think of the possible reasons im behaving like this. i hardly talk to anyone nowadays, including my own mother. i don't have the time ok.
this is what i've got to say, and im sorry my school hours are so darn long, i can't meet you. yeah? hopefully you will understand and not jump to fucking conclusions. im fucking pissed .